Okay yeah sooo.
I haven't submitted anything in forever, and I don't even sign on anymore to check to see if I have messages.
Hopefully soon I can get all my crap together and start drawing again.
I need to get Adobe Photoshop on this new computer I have, but I can't find my discs. Depressing.
Also, I need some human anatomy books, with nude models, to help me practice. No, its not for other things, you dirty-minded children.
By the way, where the hell is Caitlyn? I wonder if she just kind of..fell off the planet. -Shrug.-
this whole week was just terrible.
first off, I got sick, really sick. I have a terrible headcold that is bringing on migrains and endless amounts of running noses, coughing and sleepless nights.
on top of that, I have painful cramps from PMSing. lucky me, I won the jackpot for miserable illnesses and natural body functions.
not only am I sick and suffering from period pains,
it's freezing cold outside and I am, of course, without any decent sweaters or jackets so I have to suck it up and go out into 30 degree weather in my T-shirt.
of course, it wasn't bad enough that I was sick, suffering from perioud pains, wandering around in 30 degree weather in my T-shirt, but also
my computer is starting to show that it is in fact, starting to die from old-age. and the effects of many years of endless hours of gaming and internet chatting is starting to catch up to it.
my internet was becoming slow and buggy because we were running out of space on the computer.
so it took us a couple of days to clean it out and defrag it so we could get the internet running smoothly again. this of course was nervewracking because I had no way of contacting caitlyn other than on the internet.
which brings up ANOTHER horrible thing that happened.
caitlyn decided today that we should just be friends, she still "loves" me, I guess. though of course I'm sure I'm not the only one who has heard that line before and I know that it could only go downhill from here. because this has happened, it brings me back to the stage in my life, the way I was before caitlyn showed up.
dissapointed, depressed and disoriented.
I'm not sure if I really should get into it any further than that, because I know all those who are reading this are bored out of their skulls. and all those who haven't read it just think I'm some kind of emo dumbshit with no life.